2007-11-13

C 要結婚了
從朋友的MSN狀態一眼就看出是 C

C 是朋友的朋友
在認識的僅僅2、3天說了些話
大約6年前的事C應該不記得了
但對我來說是窩心的

again, best wishes to you.

Rachael妳怎麼了

如同音樂是這世界最美好的事所說的"Rachael Yamagata是遭遇了什麼樣的破碎感情，才寫出了如此寂寞的詩啊"。每次聽這首歌，眼淚都在打轉。雖然無從得知Rachael是在什麼情況下寫出"Elephants"，但我已經接收到我要的Elephants，這也足夠了。

btw真不知道演唱會當天，該怎麼承受這首歌。

ELEPHANTS

If the elephants have past lives
yet all destined to always remember
It's no wonder how they scream
Like you and I they must have some temper

And I am dreaming of them on the planes
Dirtying up their beds
Watching for some sign of rain to cool their hot heads

And how dare that you send me that card
when I am doing all that I can do
You are forcing me to remember
when all I want is to just forget you

If the tiger shall protect her young then tell me how did you slip by
All my instincts have failed me for once
I must have somehow slept the whole night

And I am dreaming of them with their kill
Tearing it all apart
Blood dripping from their lips and teeth sinking into heart

And how dare that you say you'll call
When you know I need some peace of mind
If you have to take sides with the animals
Won't you do it with one who is kind

And if the hawks in the trees need the dead
If you're living you don't stand a chance
For a time though you share the same bed
There are only two ends to this dance

You can flee with your wounds just in time or lie there as he feeds
Watching yourself ripped to shreds and laughing as you bleed

So for those of you falling in love keep it kind
Keep it good
Keep it right
Throw yourself in the midst of danger but keep one eye open at night

next week ...

下禮拜開始每星期都有1-2個exams 或 paper要due...
整個就hiiiiiiiiiigh到不行啦!! ((一定要撐住))

最近聽到She & Him的歌，還真不錯聽，而且不小心被我發現他們也要到SF唱，但2天的表演有一天竟然是和娜姐同天，而另一天的票也已經賣光了! 哈，我想11月2日還沒賣光應該是太多人也要看娜姐了，所以大家都買3號的票。唉呀~ 要錯過She & Him啦!

Fingersmith reading notes Part 2 (11- )

by Sarah Waters

" ... London! I thinks, with a lurch of my heart. But Richard studies me as I gaze, and smiles unpleasantly. 'Your natural home,' he says. ..." (P.325)
真的被Richard說中了，Maud本來就屬於London，而且是之後她看到的Lant Street.

"... The gardens are giving way to patches of weed; soon the weed gives way to ditches, the ditches to dark canals, to dreary wastes of road, to mounds of stones or soil or ashes. Still, Even ashes, I think, are a part of your freedom - and I feel, despite myself, the kindling in me of a sort of excitement... " (P326)
Ashes應該是London重要元素之一。因工業革命英國大量使用媒炭，所以London的濃霧裡總參雜ashes。所以一吸到參雜ashes的空氣 = 恭喜!你到London啦! 而對Maud來說象徵London的ashes當然也等於FREEDOM!