you said and you deserve it

你/妳說不要再這樣下去
你/妳說到這裡要新的開始
你/妳說一個人可以過的很好
你/妳說承認自己是個自戀鬼
你/妳說討厭愛情喜劇以免觸景傷情
你/妳說沒人能討好你/妳奇怪的性格
你/妳說要一個愛你/妳和你/妳愛的人
你/妳說
你/妳說
你/妳說夠了沒
你/妳說給自己聽吧
沒人會同情你/妳這個可憐的傢伙

the afternoon

本來只是買鰻魚和梅子卻意外遇到Cherry Blossom Festival。天知道我多討厭人多的地方，但也待了一下午。喝了杯免費清酒和$3USD 的Sapporo，微醺的Japan Town。

substitutes

其實不喜歡煙和酒
但有什麼能替代你

厭惡煙留下的味道
但填滿指間的空隙

厭惡酒穿過的刺痛
但填滿夜裡的空洞

吞下最後一口啤酒
尋找下一個替代品

Ciacia - Everyday's A Holiday

何欣穗(ciacia) 1999 / 完美小姐專輯
Everyday's A Holiday
詞：何欣穗　曲：Adrain Hierholzer＋李欣芸　編曲：李欣芸

習慣一個人的星期天　找個empty can放朵向日葵　
穿一雙涼鞋獨自逛街　找個nice cafe　坐下抽根煙
這樣的生活其實也蠻特別　這樣的生活其實很特別

啦 每一天日子過得好像　啦 holiday　
啦 Daddy and Mommy 不想長大　其實我也一樣 not today

習慣一個人孤枕難眠　在棉被裡面　let the music play　
孤獨並不是一種頹廢　就算沒有friends　還有個世界
這樣的生活其實也蠻特別　這樣的生活其實很特別

啦 每一天日子過得好像　啦 holiday　
啦 一個人生活真的好像　啦 holiday

沒有加糖的咖啡　和純淨的白開水　想醉就能醉　
兩個人廝混纏綿　和一個人的思念　沒什麼分別

啦 每一天日子過得好像　啦 holiday　
啦 Daddy and Mommy不想長大　其實我也一樣not today

Everyday's a holiday　手指也會跟著跳芭蕾　
Everyday's a holiday　不用擔心明天

(這種生活不只是特別，而是很棒)

over the way

終於熬過這星期，二個考試二個上台報告。
呼..結束了 ! 暫時結束，後面不知道還有什麼等著我。

聽黃建為的over the way，好想回到那天Sausalito的風、陽光、和空氣，
我知道回不去了，但永遠在心裡 - 那幅平靜的美景

The sunshine’s come, the flowers dance along the river, the mountain.
It’s cold in the stream, I jump in and swim,
being a dreamer, saying nothing in words.
Approaching to a child, ignoring the crowd.
I hear my heart beats, it’s so real.
Nameless song, I’ve sung it over the way.
And maybe I’ll be alone to be on the tramp with the moon.
So you empty the roads leading the craft for truth.
Cause I don’t have wings to fly so freely like birds in the sky.
I’ll have to let go of mind to soar in the wind and smile.
Approaching to a child, ignoring the crowd.
I hear my heart beats, it’s so real.
Nameless song, I’ve sung it over the way.

(這歌不就正好寫的是當天的氣氛嗎! thx 黃建為)

Aimee Mann - 31 Today

真是首自憐的歌,又被妳直接不遮掩的歌詞寫到要害,算妳狠!
好慘呀我 !到底是哪裡來的能力搞的一片空白
I thought my life would be different somehow,but it's NOT

31 today
What a thing to say
Drinking Guinness in the afternoon
Taking shelter in the black cocoon

I thought my life would be different somehow
I thought my life would be better by now
I thought my life would be different somehow
I thought my life would be better by now
But it's not, and I don't know where to turn

Called some guy I knew
Had a drink or two
And we fumbled as the day grew dark
I pretended that I felt a spark

I thought my life would be different somehow
I thought my life would be better by now
I thought my life would be different somehow
I thought my life would be better by now
But it's not, and I don't know where to turn
No, it's not, and I don't know where to turn
No, it's not, and I don't know where to turn

Easter comes and goes
Maybe Jesus knows
So you roll on with the best you can
Getting loaded, watching CNN

I thought my life would be different somehow
I thought my life would be better by now
I thought my life would be different somehow
I thought my life would be better by now
But it's not, and I don't know where to turn
No, it's not, and I don't know where to turn
No, it's not, and I don't know where to turn
No, it's not, and I don't know.

第二場the Rolling Stones演唱會

星期五早場11:30沒坐滿的戲院裡，一半以上已是白髮蒼蒼的長輩們
這些長輩們是Rolling Stones的輩份吧，看他們和諧的模樣，不知道等會看到的RS會是如何?
能聽到一起年輕到老的音樂，都是件快樂的事
不知道當我50、60歲時，會坐在戲院裡看哪個偉大的樂團演唱會紀錄片呢?

在IMAX(寬螢目)播放是最好觀賞Shine a Light的方法，就像在現場看演唱會 。
Martin Scorsese，您真的是位很棒的導演，很喜歡演唱會裡的取景，把樂手和樂器、樂手和樂手之間的互動表現的非常好，看過那麼多演唱會DVD還沒看過表現那麼好的。無數個TAKE的變換都令人拍手叫好。
當然The Rolling Stones, your guys are fucking GOOOOOOOOOD

Charlie Watts, 你是我看過擁有最peace、溫和模樣的老人，但你打的鼓是多麼振憾，RS沒有你的鼓，將會失色許多許多

Mick Jagger, 你是擁有最好的體力和最美body的老人

Keith Richards, what can i say..... everyone knows

Ronnie Wood, 你是位帥又迷人的老人，你手上那把吉他也是

忙完下禮拜二個考試二個presentations再去看一次吧!!

Shine A Light website

Aimee Mann's new song - Borrowing Time

Fingersmith by Sarah Waters

Fingersmith是英國作家Sarah Waters的作品，2005年英國BBC電視台翻拍成同名影集，故事可是刺激精彩，每個人各懷鬼胎，沒到最後誰是苦主還不知道咧!不得不配服Sarah的寫作功力!當然還有用心到不行的BBC，竟然拍的那麼好!當然還有那兩位女主角Elaine Cassidy和Sally Hawkins精湛的演技，看她兩位互相飆戲就值回票價了!之前還有看過BBC拍Sarah的另一部作品Tipping the Velvet，也非常喜歡。就是在裡面認識Jodhi May 的啦!!!(羞,最喜歡她的英國腔&頭髮放來下好正)可惜台灣沒有進這兩部DVD，或許可以求公視買代理權吧!(笑)
至於翻譯的小說台灣到是早就有了，Fingersmith中文譯名叫"荊棘之城"(不太喜歡這個譯名)、Tipping the Velvet叫輕舔絲絨。BTW台灣版小說的封面也設計的太爛的，看起來超像廉價的色情小說，Sarah看到應該會氣死吧，但內容還是很棒啦!

Fingersmith's Reading Notes : Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

Goldfrapp - Utopia

It's a strange day No colours or shapes No sound in my head I forget who I am When I'm with you There's no reason There's no sense I'm not supposed To feel I forget who I am I forget Fascist baby Utopia, utopia My dog needs new ears Make his eyes See forever Make him live Like me Again and again Fascist baby Utopia, utopia I'm wired to the world That's how I know everything I'm superbrain That's how they made me

Alison, you're fucking sexy